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2020.11.27 23:06 Remarkable_Arm7108 I suck at school i need help

My name is Jonathan ive been on my college years lately and i rlly dont know what to do anymore or think about since 7th grade ive been failing classes nonstop taking vacations chool because there wascalsses i failed on school year since 7th grade i now am on 11th grade and im still the same on grades today direction made ameetong with my mother about my grades and how i havent changed form 7-11th grade my grades are the same my attitude being the same im not even better with online class im just tired and exhausted. When i failed tenth grade i was into a system called (semester) if u fail half the year grades we generally fail the school year and we have re-do the school year on the second semester people who failed do the first semester and when thoose who didnt fail are on school vacation we are on the second semester having a week of school vacations only. im on threw already threw the first semester and im failing even when i made my best this midterm i studied till night i sent in my works i didnt even get enough sleep sometimes im just tired of school now in me being the same person everytime yet i try doing something what the hell can i do now i feel like school isnt my thing how can i be so dumb and fail everyschool year since 7 grade and now im on 11th grade and im supposed to be ready to enter college and i rlly dont know what do anymore (as meanwhile we speak my mother is discussing on sending me to united states ilegally to wokr there if i fail) i just hate this now i tried and i dindt make it i wished i went to the doctor right now and doctors sayed i have a tumor or something or that im psychologically stupid because if this is actually me it means im just a retard not being able to change or be someone i have planned escaping home multiple times by now and just never look back again since i just hate it my mother sayes im a mess im stupid im,dumb,retard, even my dad wich i care about alot tellign me the same stuff and the only thing they say for me to get better is (ur an idiot,get to know god,im gonna send u to work as a mechanic) thats evetything they say when right now i just wanna walk away and be free form this getting to apoint i wished i had a tumor wich makes me stupid is jsut dumb but i rlly wished it happened to me right now. I was never good at consentrating i always had this issue with doing only one task at the time i usually can never focuss since theres always something that pops on my midn something i cant descirbe because its random i remember not so long ago on a math exam i was attmepting to concentrate and theese random thougts came up like (thinking about a division and boom a tuned racecar suddnely appears and distracts me) either i get distracted by being with somene socially or focusing on the pen im using onstead on the xam im doing im just tired why am i not like the other ones i see them happy going along with them hangin out not being as bad as me in school too why cant i be like that chinese girl wich is the best at math on my class why am i the last person someone would pick for a math test when it comes to partners its one of my fears when someone asks to make a group work when the teacher says (make groups of 4 or 2) because no one ever goes to me i always jsut sit and wait until theres a group without enough people and i enter there.why after so much study on that english exam i still got the same grade on the recup exam 16/40 althougt i studied a billion times harder than last time why cant i even remember stuff well why cant i concentrate.on tenth grade i began playing some videogames but i mainly tried my focus on school i think thats why i was so addicted to videogames on vacation its just everything easy without problems and im free to choose meanwhile i see reality im stuck on my room with a bunch of homework and angry parents constantly saying i am theyre decpetion i dont rlly believe when they say ur my son i lvoe u i just beilive it form my dad now my omm says im a probloem that i have issues when she the hatefull person ever our house is a mess broken glass her neither my brothers pick up a dirty dinging table where i can see paper,banana oeals,books stuff thaqt shouldnt be there yetserday i got 2 pice of glass on me because of how dirty my house wich my dad has wasted alot of money on uprading and and my mtoher barelly does a thing to keep it clean my she yesterday sayed she was happy she recognised i liked to be clean but yeah meanwhile she sayed that one of thoose pieces of glass was on my foot how ironic a bunch of rotten food wich she doesnt even move to clean my useless brothers wich all they do is do a mess how can they complain about me if my house looks like where pigs live at. The best thing my mother did was buy a dog to me i always play with em and stay with my dogs that recently got sent into a close area in wich they cant rlly move that much because of how reduced the space is the lil dog we recently bought is a black husky i like the feeling of playing with the dog because i feel happy. But yet theres my mother wich thinks dogs know our own idiom and hits hte dogs like if they where a sack of potaotes ive told her while she ebgins hitting the 6 month odl dog (HES JUST A PUPPY HE DOESNT SPEAK SPANSIH HE AINT GONNA UNDERSATND) then she gets mad at me and treatens on hitting me after that she gently goes and tex ton whatsap laughing on audio she sends all day and while my dog was just gotten hit by her i wished i could seak out and tell her (lets say a japanese dude comes and hits u after doing what u do everyday like walking and he begins screaming and hitting u are u going to understand what he says of course not the freken dog has no blame) its almost like she jsut wanna hit it and done. I say this on reddit since i dont have anyone to speak with about if i asked my parents for help they would prolly say some dumb stuff or base my mistakes on religion and make me speak with a pastor of a church i dont like church anymore i never ever received thoose fake answers a god is supposed to give u i rmeber praying every single night now look im mr.nobody with mr.nobody problems my dad is wise but i dont wanna speak about my 16 year old mistakes to my 63 year old mistakes to my father at school i try speaking to people but my attitude just isnt the one no one evergoes to speak with me its always me follwoing them and end u in shamefull situations. Ive thougt on suiciddal before but i dont wanna die yet i want to live enough to ride a supra,kawasaki h2r and feel what being free in the road is i know riding a car wich would be the supra sounds dumb but its stuff that when i think about my dopamine levels go to the sky sadly im just 16 im not gonna experience that i did try instruments i currently have a bass guitar althougt i dont enjoy it to much when i hear to bands like (metallica) and i hear the guitar play i got thoose extreme hapiness and dopamine rushes thats why ive asked for a electric guitar to my parents before because i like it and how it is.... Ive never spoken to anyone waht i just sayed because theres no one either i noticed how lonely ive made myself when i saw other classmates social media speaking with friends via chat every minute hangin out going to the movies and stuff last time i wnet to movies with friends i was left out from them and i was forced to sit on a higher level of chairs with nobody i know around me instead there was a couple wich i shamefully asked (does someone sit here?) i rember watching that scene when thor saw his brother die on avenger end game the couple began kissing since that moment i thougt on never going to the movies with friends again. if we talk bout girls i never rlly tried to get one i currently like this girl wich is my neighbour shes my age she has good grades and stuff but i have never spoken to her the only time i ever saw her was when cut the lawn and when i go to the yard thats how pathethicii am.Right now as we speak i heard my sister says (i dont know why jonathan is so tired of failing ) yeah shut up literally i just hate how life goes rn there this economics book wich im supposed to send pictures of some pages but i dont want to because its wet from tears of me remberieng how much of a failure i am just being 16 im considering saying bye to this world just not to suffer anymore and not face life because if this is how life is and im just 16 i cant even imagine how it will be when im older than 16 university and work and a family hell naw the only thing that keeps me alive is learning the electric guitar solos form the song metallica-enter sandman and riding that motorcyle of my dreams the kawasaki h2r i thougt on suicide about a month ago and i was chekin on facebook while on that mood when a post appeared in wich the mother of my neighbour was showing off the grades of her sons wich is the girl i like she had 98 on math i was like DAMN then i saw my grades and from a 100 points i had 47... i was 50% should i kill myself rn and end it and 50% should i try 10x on my grades this time wich i just did and yet i failed. just now i relaise dhow easily distracte di get when i mentioned the the thing about endgame movie i remembred this youtube comment that sayed the movie suck and i ended up watching a endgame movie critic while i was writing this thats how freken easily i get distracted now that i just finished this post im gonna go to the basement and stay there thinking about wt hell to do as i slowly wait to see if anyone has an idea on what the hell is going on
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2020.11.27 23:05 Remarkable_Arm7108 I suck at school i need help

My name is Jonathan ive been on my college years lately and i rlly dont know what to do anymore or think about since 7th grade ive been failing classes nonstop taking vacations chool because there wascalsses i failed on school year since 7th grade i now am on 11th grade and im still the same on grades today direction made ameetong with my mother about my grades and how i havent changed form 7-11th grade my grades are the same my attitude being the same im not even better with online class im just tired and exhausted. When i failed tenth grade i was into a system called (semester) if u fail half the year grades we generally fail the school year and we have re-do the school year on the second semester people who failed do the first semester and when thoose who didnt fail are on school vacation we are on the second semester having a week of school vacations only. im on threw already threw the first semester and im failing even when i made my best this midterm i studied till night i sent in my works i didnt even get enough sleep sometimes im just tired of school now in me being the same person everytime yet i try doing something what the hell can i do now i feel like school isnt my thing how can i be so dumb and fail everyschool year since 7 grade and now im on 11th grade and im supposed to be ready to enter college and i rlly dont know what do anymore (as meanwhile we speak my mother is discussing on sending me to united states ilegally to wokr there if i fail) i just hate this now i tried and i dindt make it i wished i went to the doctor right now and doctors sayed i have a tumor or something or that im psychologically stupid because if this is actually me it means im just a retard not being able to change or be someone i have planned escaping home multiple times by now and just never look back again since i just hate it my mother sayes im a mess im stupid im,dumb,retard, even my dad wich i care about alot tellign me the same stuff and the only thing they say for me to get better is (ur an idiot,get to know god,im gonna send u to work as a mechanic) thats evetything they say when right now i just wanna walk away and be free form this getting to apoint i wished i had a tumor wich makes me stupid is jsut dumb but i rlly wished it happened to me right now. I was never good at consentrating i always had this issue with doing only one task at the time i usually can never focuss since theres always something that pops on my midn something i cant descirbe because its random i remember not so long ago on a math exam i was attmepting to concentrate and theese random thougts came up like (thinking about a division and boom a tuned racecar suddnely appears and distracts me) either i get distracted by being with somene socially or focusing on the pen im using onstead on the xam im doing im just tired why am i not like the other ones i see them happy going along with them hangin out not being as bad as me in school too why cant i be like that chinese girl wich is the best at math on my class why am i the last person someone would pick for a math test when it comes to partners its one of my fears when someone asks to make a group work when the teacher says (make groups of 4 or 2) because no one ever goes to me i always jsut sit and wait until theres a group without enough people and i enter there.why after so much study on that english exam i still got the same grade on the recup exam 16/40 althougt i studied a billion times harder than last time why cant i even remember stuff well why cant i concentrate.on tenth grade i began playing some videogames but i mainly tried my focus on school i think thats why i was so addicted to videogames on vacation its just everything easy without problems and im free to choose meanwhile i see reality im stuck on my room with a bunch of homework and angry parents constantly saying i am theyre decpetion i dont rlly believe when they say ur my son i lvoe u i just beilive it form my dad now my omm says im a probloem that i have issues when she the hatefull person ever our house is a mess broken glass her neither my brothers pick up a dirty dinging table where i can see paper,banana oeals,books stuff thaqt shouldnt be there yetserday i got 2 pice of glass on me because of how dirty my house wich my dad has wasted alot of money on uprading and and my mtoher barelly does a thing to keep it clean my she yesterday sayed she was happy she recognised i liked to be clean but yeah meanwhile she sayed that one of thoose pieces of glass was on my foot how ironic a bunch of rotten food wich she doesnt even move to clean my useless brothers wich all they do is do a mess how can they complain about me if my house looks like where pigs live at. The best thing my mother did was buy a dog to me i always play with em and stay with my dogs that recently got sent into a close area in wich they cant rlly move that much because of how reduced the space is the lil dog we recently bought is a black husky i like the feeling of playing with the dog because i feel happy. But yet theres my mother wich thinks dogs know our own idiom and hits hte dogs like if they where a sack of potaotes ive told her while she ebgins hitting the 6 month odl dog (HES JUST A PUPPY HE DOESNT SPEAK SPANSIH HE AINT GONNA UNDERSATND) then she gets mad at me and treatens on hitting me after that she gently goes and tex ton whatsap laughing on audio she sends all day and while my dog was just gotten hit by her i wished i could seak out and tell her (lets say a japanese dude comes and hits u after doing what u do everyday like walking and he begins screaming and hitting u are u going to understand what he says of course not the freken dog has no blame) its almost like she jsut wanna hit it and done. I say this on reddit since i dont have anyone to speak with about if i asked my parents for help they would prolly say some dumb stuff or base my mistakes on religion and make me speak with a pastor of a church i dont like church anymore i never ever received thoose fake answers a god is supposed to give u i rmeber praying every single night now look im mr.nobody with mr.nobody problems my dad is wise but i dont wanna speak about my 16 year old mistakes to my 63 year old mistakes to my father at school i try speaking to people but my attitude just isnt the one no one evergoes to speak with me its always me follwoing them and end u in shamefull situations. Ive thougt on suiciddal before but i dont wanna die yet i want to live enough to ride a supra,kawasaki h2r and feel what being free in the road is i know riding a car wich would be the supra sounds dumb but its stuff that when i think about my dopamine levels go to the sky sadly im just 16 im not gonna experience that i did try instruments i currently have a bass guitar althougt i dont enjoy it to much when i hear to bands like (metallica) and i hear the guitar play i got thoose extreme hapiness and dopamine rushes thats why ive asked for a electric guitar to my parents before because i like it and how it is.... Ive never spoken to anyone waht i just sayed because theres no one either i noticed how lonely ive made myself when i saw other classmates social media speaking with friends via chat every minute hangin out going to the movies and stuff last time i wnet to movies with friends i was left out from them and i was forced to sit on a higher level of chairs with nobody i know around me instead there was a couple wich i shamefully asked (does someone sit here?) i rember watching that scene when thor saw his brother die on avenger end game the couple began kissing since that moment i thougt on never going to the movies with friends again. if we talk bout girls i never rlly tried to get one i currently like this girl wich is my neighbour shes my age she has good grades and stuff but i have never spoken to her the only time i ever saw her was when cut the lawn and when i go to the yard thats how pathethicii am.Right now as we speak i heard my sister says (i dont know why jonathan is so tired of failing ) yeah shut up literally i just hate how life goes rn there this economics book wich im supposed to send pictures of some pages but i dont want to because its wet from tears of me remberieng how much of a failure i am just being 16 im considering saying bye to this world just not to suffer anymore and not face life because if this is how life is and im just 16 i cant even imagine how it will be when im older than 16 university and work and a family hell naw the only thing that keeps me alive is learning the electric guitar solos form the song metallica-enter sandman and riding that motorcyle of my dreams the kawasaki h2r i thougt on suicide about a month ago and i was chekin on facebook while on that mood when a post appeared in wich the mother of my neighbour was showing off the grades of her sons wich is the girl i like she had 98 on math i was like DAMN then i saw my grades and from a 100 points i had 47... i was 50% should i kill myself rn and end it and 50% should i try 10x on my grades this time wich i just did and yet i failed. just now i relaise dhow easily distracte di get when i mentioned the the thing about endgame movie i remembred this youtube comment that sayed the movie suck and i ended up watching a endgame movie critic while i was writing this thats how freken easily i get distracted now that i just finished this post im gonna go to the basement and stay there thinking about wt hell to do as i slowly wait to see if anyone has an idea on what the hell is going on
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2020.11.27 23:03 Remarkable_Arm7108 I always sucked at school and i still do

My name is Jonathan ive been on my college years lately and i rlly dont know what to do anymore or think about since 7th grade ive been failing classes nonstop taking vacations chool because there wascalsses i failed on school year since 7th grade i now am on 11th grade and im still the same on grades today direction made ameetong with my mother about my grades and how i havent changed form 7-11th grade my grades are the same my attitude being the same im not even better with online class im just tired and exhausted. When i failed tenth grade i was into a system called (semester) if u fail half the year grades we generally fail the school year and we have re-do the school year on the second semester people who failed do the first semester and when thoose who didnt fail are on school vacation we are on the second semester having a week of school vacations only. im on threw already threw the first semester and im failing even when i made my best this midterm i studied till night i sent in my works i didnt even get enough sleep sometimes im just tired of school now in me being the same person everytime yet i try doing something what the hell can i do now i feel like school isnt my thing how can i be so dumb and fail everyschool year since 7 grade and now im on 11th grade and im supposed to be ready to enter college and i rlly dont know what do anymore (as meanwhile we speak my mother is discussing on sending me to united states ilegally to wokr there if i fail) i just hate this now i tried and i dindt make it i wished i went to the doctor right now and doctors sayed i have a tumor or something or that im psychologically stupid because if this is actually me it means im just a retard not being able to change or be someone i have planned escaping home multiple times by now and just never look back again since i just hate it my mother sayes im a mess im stupid im,dumb,retard, even my dad wich i care about alot tellign me the same stuff and the only thing they say for me to get better is (ur an idiot,get to know god,im gonna send u to work as a mechanic) thats evetything they say when right now i just wanna walk away and be free form this getting to apoint i wished i had a tumor wich makes me stupid is jsut dumb but i rlly wished it happened to me right now. I was never good at consentrating i always had this issue with doing only one task at the time i usually can never focuss since theres always something that pops on my midn something i cant descirbe because its random i remember not so long ago on a math exam i was attmepting to concentrate and theese random thougts came up like (thinking about a division and boom a tuned racecar suddnely appears and distracts me) either i get distracted by being with somene socially or focusing on the pen im using onstead on the xam im doing im just tired why am i not like the other ones i see them happy going along with them hangin out not being as bad as me in school too why cant i be like that chinese girl wich is the best at math on my class why am i the last person someone would pick for a math test when it comes to partners its one of my fears when someone asks to make a group work when the teacher says (make groups of 4 or 2) because no one ever goes to me i always jsut sit and wait until theres a group without enough people and i enter there.why after so much study on that english exam i still got the same grade on the recup exam 16/40 althougt i studied a billion times harder than last time why cant i even remember stuff well why cant i concentrate.on tenth grade i began playing some videogames but i mainly tried my focus on school i think thats why i was so addicted to videogames on vacation its just everything easy without problems and im free to choose meanwhile i see reality im stuck on my room with a bunch of homework and angry parents constantly saying i am theyre decpetion i dont rlly believe when they say ur my son i lvoe u i just beilive it form my dad now my omm says im a probloem that i have issues when she the hatefull person ever our house is a mess broken glass her neither my brothers pick up a dirty dinging table where i can see paper,banana oeals,books stuff thaqt shouldnt be there yetserday i got 2 pice of glass on me because of how dirty my house wich my dad has wasted alot of money on uprading and and my mtoher barelly does a thing to keep it clean my she yesterday sayed she was happy she recognised i liked to be clean but yeah meanwhile she sayed that one of thoose pieces of glass was on my foot how ironic a bunch of rotten food wich she doesnt even move to clean my useless brothers wich all they do is do a mess how can they complain about me if my house looks like where pigs live at. The best thing my mother did was buy a dog to me i always play with em and stay with my dogs that recently got sent into a close area in wich they cant rlly move that much because of how reduced the space is the lil dog we recently bought is a black husky i like the feeling of playing with the dog because i feel happy. But yet theres my mother wich thinks dogs know our own idiom and hits hte dogs like if they where a sack of potaotes ive told her while she ebgins hitting the 6 month odl dog (HES JUST A PUPPY HE DOESNT SPEAK SPANSIH HE AINT GONNA UNDERSATND) then she gets mad at me and treatens on hitting me after that she gently goes and tex ton whatsap laughing on audio she sends all day and while my dog was just gotten hit by her i wished i could seak out and tell her (lets say a japanese dude comes and hits u after doing what u do everyday like walking and he begins screaming and hitting u are u going to understand what he says of course not the freken dog has no blame) its almost like she jsut wanna hit it and done. I say this on reddit since i dont have anyone to speak with about if i asked my parents for help they would prolly say some dumb stuff or base my mistakes on religion and make me speak with a pastor of a church i dont like church anymore i never ever received thoose fake answers a god is supposed to give u i rmeber praying every single night now look im mr.nobody with mr.nobody problems my dad is wise but i dont wanna speak about my 16 year old mistakes to my 63 year old mistakes to my father at school i try speaking to people but my attitude just isnt the one no one evergoes to speak with me its always me follwoing them and end u in shamefull situations. Ive thougt on suiciddal before but i dont wanna die yet i want to live enough to ride a supra,kawasaki h2r and feel what being free in the road is i know riding a car wich would be the supra sounds dumb but its stuff that when i think about my dopamine levels go to the sky sadly im just 16 im not gonna experience that i did try instruments i currently have a bass guitar althougt i dont enjoy it to much when i hear to bands like (metallica) and i hear the guitar play i got thoose extreme hapiness and dopamine rushes thats why ive asked for a electric guitar to my parents before because i like it and how it is.... Ive never spoken to anyone waht i just sayed because theres no one either i noticed how lonely ive made myself when i saw other classmates social media speaking with friends via chat every minute hangin out going to the movies and stuff last time i wnet to movies with friends i was left out from them and i was forced to sit on a higher level of chairs with nobody i know around me instead there was a couple wich i shamefully asked (does someone sit here?) i rember watching that scene when thor saw his brother die on avenger end game the couple began kissing since that moment i thougt on never going to the movies with friends again. if we talk bout girls i never rlly tried to get one i currently like this girl wich is my neighbour shes my age she has good grades and stuff but i have never spoken to her the only time i ever saw her was when cut the lawn and when i go to the yard thats how pathethicii am.Right now as we speak i heard my sister says (i dont know why jonathan is so tired of failing ) yeah shut up literally i just hate how life goes rn there this economics book wich im supposed to send pictures of some pages but i dont want to because its wet from tears of me remberieng how much of a failure i am just being 16 im considering saying bye to this world just not to suffer anymore and not face life because if this is how life is and im just 16 i cant even imagine how it will be when im older than 16 university and work and a family hell naw the only thing that keeps me alive is learning the electric guitar solos form the song metallica-enter sandman and riding that motorcyle of my dreams the kawasaki h2r i thougt on suicide about a month ago and i was chekin on facebook while on that mood when a post appeared in wich the mother of my neighbour was showing off the grades of her sons wich is the girl i like she had 98 on math i was like DAMN then i saw my grades and from a 100 points i had 47... i was 50% should i kill myself rn and end it and 50% should i try 10x on my grades this time wich i just did and yet i failed. just now i relaise dhow easily distracte di get when i mentioned the the thing about endgame movie i remembred this youtube comment that sayed the movie suck and i ended up watching a endgame movie critic while i was writing this thats how freken easily i get distracted now that i just finished this post im gonna go to the basement and stay there thinking about wt hell to do as i slowly wait to see if anyone has an idea on what the hell is going on
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2020.11.27 23:02 Remarkable_Arm7108 I suck at school I need help

My name is Jonathan ive been on my college years lately and i rlly dont know what to do anymore or think about since 7th grade ive been failing classes nonstop taking vacations chool because there wascalsses i failed on school year since 7th grade i now am on 11th grade and im still the same on grades today direction made ameetong with my mother about my grades and how i havent changed form 7-11th grade my grades are the same my attitude being the same im not even better with online class im just tired and exhausted. When i failed tenth grade i was into a system called (semester) if u fail half the year grades we generally fail the school year and we have re-do the school year on the second semester people who failed do the first semester and when thoose who didnt fail are on school vacation we are on the second semester having a week of school vacations only. im on threw already threw the first semester and im failing even when i made my best this midterm i studied till night i sent in my works i didnt even get enough sleep sometimes im just tired of school now in me being the same person everytime yet i try doing something what the hell can i do now i feel like school isnt my thing how can i be so dumb and fail everyschool year since 7 grade and now im on 11th grade and im supposed to be ready to enter college and i rlly dont know what do anymore (as meanwhile we speak my mother is discussing on sending me to united states ilegally to wokr there if i fail) i just hate this now i tried and i dindt make it i wished i went to the doctor right now and doctors sayed i have a tumor or something or that im psychologically stupid because if this is actually me it means im just a retard not being able to change or be someone i have planned escaping home multiple times by now and just never look back again since i just hate it my mother sayes im a mess im stupid im,dumb,retard, even my dad wich i care about alot tellign me the same stuff and the only thing they say for me to get better is (ur an idiot,get to know god,im gonna send u to work as a mechanic) thats evetything they say when right now i just wanna walk away and be free form this getting to apoint i wished i had a tumor wich makes me stupid is jsut dumb but i rlly wished it happened to me right now. I was never good at consentrating i always had this issue with doing only one task at the time i usually can never focuss since theres always something that pops on my midn something i cant descirbe because its random i remember not so long ago on a math exam i was attmepting to concentrate and theese random thougts came up like (thinking about a division and boom a tuned racecar suddnely appears and distracts me) either i get distracted by being with somene socially or focusing on the pen im using onstead on the xam im doing im just tired why am i not like the other ones i see them happy going along with them hangin out not being as bad as me in school too why cant i be like that chinese girl wich is the best at math on my class why am i the last person someone would pick for a math test when it comes to partners its one of my fears when someone asks to make a group work when the teacher says (make groups of 4 or 2) because no one ever goes to me i always jsut sit and wait until theres a group without enough people and i enter there.why after so much study on that english exam i still got the same grade on the recup exam 16/40 althougt i studied a billion times harder than last time why cant i even remember stuff well why cant i concentrate.on tenth grade i began playing some videogames but i mainly tried my focus on school i think thats why i was so addicted to videogames on vacation its just everything easy without problems and im free to choose meanwhile i see reality im stuck on my room with a bunch of homework and angry parents constantly saying i am theyre decpetion i dont rlly believe when they say ur my son i lvoe u i just beilive it form my dad now my omm says im a probloem that i have issues when she the hatefull person ever our house is a mess broken glass her neither my brothers pick up a dirty dinging table where i can see paper,banana oeals,books stuff thaqt shouldnt be there yetserday i got 2 pice of glass on me because of how dirty my house wich my dad has wasted alot of money on uprading and and my mtoher barelly does a thing to keep it clean my she yesterday sayed she was happy she recognised i liked to be clean but yeah meanwhile she sayed that one of thoose pieces of glass was on my foot how ironic a bunch of rotten food wich she doesnt even move to clean my useless brothers wich all they do is do a mess how can they complain about me if my house looks like where pigs live at. The best thing my mother did was buy a dog to me i always play with em and stay with my dogs that recently got sent into a close area in wich they cant rlly move that much because of how reduced the space is the lil dog we recently bought is a black husky i like the feeling of playing with the dog because i feel happy. But yet theres my mother wich thinks dogs know our own idiom and hits hte dogs like if they where a sack of potaotes ive told her while she ebgins hitting the 6 month odl dog (HES JUST A PUPPY HE DOESNT SPEAK SPANSIH HE AINT GONNA UNDERSATND) then she gets mad at me and treatens on hitting me after that she gently goes and tex ton whatsap laughing on audio she sends all day and while my dog was just gotten hit by her i wished i could seak out and tell her (lets say a japanese dude comes and hits u after doing what u do everyday like walking and he begins screaming and hitting u are u going to understand what he says of course not the freken dog has no blame) its almost like she jsut wanna hit it and done. I say this on reddit since i dont have anyone to speak with about if i asked my parents for help they would prolly say some dumb stuff or base my mistakes on religion and make me speak with a pastor of a church i dont like church anymore i never ever received thoose fake answers a god is supposed to give u i rmeber praying every single night now look im mr.nobody with mr.nobody problems my dad is wise but i dont wanna speak about my 16 year old mistakes to my 63 year old mistakes to my father at school i try speaking to people but my attitude just isnt the one no one evergoes to speak with me its always me follwoing them and end u in shamefull situations. Ive thougt on suiciddal before but i dont wanna die yet i want to live enough to ride a supra,kawasaki h2r and feel what being free in the road is i know riding a car wich would be the supra sounds dumb but its stuff that when i think about my dopamine levels go to the sky sadly im just 16 im not gonna experience that i did try instruments i currently have a bass guitar althougt i dont enjoy it to much when i hear to bands like (metallica) and i hear the guitar play i got thoose extreme hapiness and dopamine rushes thats why ive asked for a electric guitar to my parents before because i like it and how it is.... Ive never spoken to anyone waht i just sayed because theres no one either i noticed how lonely ive made myself when i saw other classmates social media speaking with friends via chat every minute hangin out going to the movies and stuff last time i wnet to movies with friends i was left out from them and i was forced to sit on a higher level of chairs with nobody i know around me instead there was a couple wich i shamefully asked (does someone sit here?) i rember watching that scene when thor saw his brother die on avenger end game the couple began kissing since that moment i thougt on never going to the movies with friends again. if we talk bout girls i never rlly tried to get one i currently like this girl wich is my neighbour shes my age she has good grades and stuff but i have never spoken to her the only time i ever saw her was when cut the lawn and when i go to the yard thats how pathethicii am.Right now as we speak i heard my sister says (i dont know why jonathan is so tired of failing ) yeah shut up literally i just hate how life goes rn there this economics book wich im supposed to send pictures of some pages but i dont want to because its wet from tears of me remberieng how much of a failure i am just being 16 im considering saying bye to this world just not to suffer anymore and not face life because if this is how life is and im just 16 i cant even imagine how it will be when im older than 16 university and work and a family hell naw the only thing that keeps me alive is learning the electric guitar solos form the song metallica-enter sandman and riding that motorcyle of my dreams the kawasaki h2r i thougt on suicide about a month ago and i was chekin on facebook while on that mood when a post appeared in wich the mother of my neighbour was showing off the grades of her sons wich is the girl i like she had 98 on math i was like DAMN then i saw my grades and from a 100 points i had 47... i was 50% should i kill myself rn and end it and 50% should i try 10x on my grades this time wich i just did and yet i failed. just now i relaise dhow easily distracte di get when i mentioned the the thing about endgame movie i remembred this youtube comment that sayed the movie suck and i ended up watching a endgame movie critic while i was writing this thats how freken easily i get distracted now that i just finished this post im gonna go to the basement and stay there thinking about wt hell to do as i slowly wait to see if anyone has an idea on what the hell is going on
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2020.11.15 03:33 not-a-pixie I was taken advantage of and it still hurts today

Kind of a sad sex story, sorry reddit, I know I need therapy. I haven't actually talked about this to anyone before, because I'm really afraid and embarrassed, but I want to try to do it now. Hopefully it will help me unload and maybe it will help others be aware of sexual predators out there.
I grew up in a quiet neighborhood at the edge of town. For privacy reasons, I won't disclose locations. My parens were really good people and being an only child I have little to complain about.
I also grew up having lots of friends in the neighborhood, which was nice. I hung out with both girls and boys, mostly my age.
There were also a few boys in the neighborhood that weren't exactly my age, but a few years older. I don't remember when it was exactly, but at some point during my childhood I started hanging out with them from time to time. There were 3 of them. Two lived on the same street, the other, who was a few years older lived on the main street, a few doors from my house. For the sake of simplicity, I will call them Sam, Daniel and Bob. Bob being the boy living on main street.
All three were actual scumbags and bullies, but stupid little me felt important when hanging with them. There was this sort of unspoken truth among the kids that they were the cool older boys. You didn't want to mess with them. Also, during the time that I grew up, there wasn't really any real concern over sexual predators or sexual harassment where I lived. People were sort of ignorant back then, and so was I.
As I grew with them, there was a lot of kind of low-key sexual teasing going on. Once, either Sam or Daniel, brought a porn magazine and showed it to me, that being my actual first encounter with sexual stuff. I was probably 13 or so at the time, and they must've been 17-18. They were really fucking gross to me, and I just hate myself so FUCKING much for being that stupid and naive to put up with all their abusive bullshit.
Other teasing was when I started developing breasts they would pick up on me and shit like that, and I sort of, I dunno, I just enjoyed it for what it was. I thought they were being genuinely playful. I didn't know even slightly that they were being inappropriate. Another time, I was hanging around at Bob's home, playing with his nephew and all I remember is that somehow I ended up in their backyard, were Bob (who was probably over 20 years at the time) pulled out his penis and asked me if I wanted to touch it. I'll admit I was really fucking scared that one time and I said no and just left home, not speaking a word to my parents and keeping my mouth shut. I guess I also really hated that my dad was the sort of over protective guy who would go out to harm someone physically for hurting me.
But the most dreaded moment of all is the way that me, a 15 year old, lost her virginity. I'm really not proud of this and I just want to erase it from my mind forever. It's just the most disgusting thing thats ever happened to me. I was 15 and I was hanging out with Sam one day, who must've been over 20 already, and he actually pulled the same shit on me that Bob tried some time ago, only this time I agreed to it and I ended up giving him a blowjob. I was really fucking stupid and I let myself be manipulated like a fucking brainless zombie. I don't even know why I went through with it. He wasn't even attractive and his dick smelled bad, which I kept telling him but he just told me to keep going.
After that we just hanged out with others like nothing fucking happened and we didnt even speak about it. Again my memory is kind of blurry, but I think the only reason I enjoyed it it's because it felt sort of ilegal, since the only people ever talking about sex were these scumbags I considered friends.
And it didn't take long until things grew out of proportion. This is where things got really serious and I wish I could just turn back time and tell my 15 year old self to say no. I was hanging out with both Sam and Daniel, the usual stuff. It was just us three taking a walk in this desolate part of the neighborhood, where there were a lot of bushes and trees around and there weren't any roads so people didn't go there often. Today that entire piece of land has been bought and people built houses on it, but back then it was just pure wilderness.
They were doing their usual teasing on me, and they kept throwing each other strange looks. It took stupid little ma while to catch onto the fact that Daniel was aware of me blowing Sam a few days ago and then my brain suddenly blocked and I felt very embarassed that they were actually making fun at my expense. I remember I was just really unsure of how to react so I just kept pretending I didn't pick up on it, until one of them said to stop and we all sat down on a large boulder in a secluded area, shaded by bushes and trees. It was then that I started panicking because I was picking up on what was happening, even though I wasn't entirely sure. But I remember they both strategically took a seat on either side of me and kept up their usual banter and teasing until it turned into them actually touching me and upfront asking me for a blowjob. As dumb as I was, I was legit panicked so I kept trying to refuse respectfully, but I also didn't feel comfortable with just running away, so I ultimately complied. Not entirely because of the pressure, but part of me was probably into it as well. Looking back at it, these guys weren't getting any real pussy so they just took advantage of someone stupid and young and naive like me. That was the day I also lost my virginity. To these guys. These scum of the earth beings. Just... I feel like throwing up. Everything was despicable about it, from the fact that they took turns on me, to the fact that whenever I'd complain that it hurt they would just insist it was supposed to. Or the fact that there was no protection involved or that at some point they tried going in at the same time. Or the fact that I was just so FUCKING STUPID that I let myself be used like a piece of cloth...
I just can't. I live with that everyday. Almost everyday there's something that reminds me of that shit. I've been unstable ever since. I can't have a healthy relationship because I end up wanting to cheat on my partners. Worst of all is that the guys that did this to me, and let me tell you, it didn't happen just that one time, it went on to happen several times until I got into high school and figured out they were really shitty people so I cut all ties with them. Worst of all is they are still out there, and I haven't got the strength to utter a word about it. What's the point anyway at this point?
Anyway, that's my story. I probably wasn't too cohesive as I've been heavily drinking tonight and am still on an emotional rollercoaster. To whoever reads this, I love you, and please, tell me I'm still worth something.
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2020.11.15 02:40 not-a-pixie I was taken advantage of and it still hurts today

Kind of a sad sex story, sorry reddit, I know I need therapy. I haven't actually talked about this to anyone before, because I'm really afraid and embarrassed, but I want to try to do it now. Hopefully it will help me unload and maybe it will help others be aware of sexual predators out there.
I grew up in a quiet neighborhood at the edge of town. For privacy reasons, I won't disclose locations. My parens were really good people and being an only child I have little to complain about.
I also grew up having lots of friends in the neighborhood, which was nice. I hung out with both girls and boys, mostly my age.
There were also a few boys in the neighborhood that weren't exactly my age, but a few years older. I don't remember when it was exactly, but at some point during my childhood I started hanging out with them from time to time. There were 3 of them. Two lived on the same street, the other, who was a few years older lived on the main street, a few doors from my house. For the sake of simplicity, I will call them Sam, Daniel and Bob. Bob being the boy living on main street.
All three were actual scumbags and bullies, but stupid little me felt important when hanging with them. There was this sort of unspoken truth among the kids that they were the cool older boys. You didn't want to mess with them. Also, during the time that I grew up, there wasn't really any real concern over sexual predators or sexual harassment where I lived. People were sort of ignorant back then, and so was I.
As I grew with them, there was a lot of kind of low-key sexual teasing going on. Once, either Sam or Daniel, brought a porn magazine and showed it to me, that being my actual first encounter with sexual stuff. I was probably 13 or so at the time, and they must've been 17-18. They were really fucking gross to me, and I just hate myself so FUCKING much for being that stupid and naive to put up with all their abusive bullshit.
Other teasing was when I started developing breasts they would pick up on me and shit like that, and I sort of, I dunno, I just enjoyed it for what it was. I thought they were being genuinely playful. I didn'tknow even slightly that they were being inappropriate. Another time, I was hanging around at Bob's home, playing with his nephew and all I remember is that somehow I ended up in their backyard, were Bob (who was probably over 20 years at the time) pulled out his penis and asked me if I wanted to touch it. I'll admit I was really fucking scared that one time and I said no and just left home, not speaking a word to my parents and keeping my mouth shut. I guess I also really hated that my dad was the sort of over protective guy who would go out to harm someone physically for hurting me.
But the most dreaded moment of all is the way that me, a 15 year old, lost her virginity. I'm really not proud of this and I just want to erase it from my mind forever. It's just the most disgusting thing thats ever happened to me. I was 15 and I was hanging out with Sam one day, who must've been over 20 already, and he actually pulled the same shit on me that Bob tried some time ago, only this time I agreed to it and I ended up giving him a blowjob. I was really fucking stupid and I let myself be manipulated like a fucking brainless zombie. I don't even know why I went through with it. He wasn't even attractive and his dick smelled bad, which I kept telling him but he just told me to keep going.
After that we just hanged out with others like nothing fucking happened and we didnt even speak about it. Again my memory is kind of blurry, but I think the only reason I enjoyed it it's because it felt sort of ilegal, since the only people ever talking about sex were these scumbags I considered friends.
And it didn't take long until things grew out of proportion. This is where things got really serious and I wish I could just turn back time and tell my 15 year old self to say no. I was hanging out with both Sam and Daniel, the usual stuff. It was just us three taking a walk in this desolate part of the neighborhood, where there were a lot of bushes and trees around and there weren't any roads so people didn't go there often. Today that entire piece of land has been bought and people built houses on it, but back then it was just pure wilderness.
They were doing their usual teasing on me, and they kept throwing each other strange looks. It took stupid little ma while to catch onto the fact that Daniel was aware of me blowing Sam a few days ago and then my brain suddenly blocked and I felt very embarassed that they were actually making fun at my expense. I remember I was just really unsure of how to react so I just kept pretending I didn't pick up on it, until one of them said to stop and we all sat down on a large boulder in a secluded area, shaded by bushes and trees. It was then that I started panicking because I was picking up on what was happening, even though I wasn't entirely sure. But I remember they both strategically took a seat on either side of me and kept up their usual banter and teasing until it turned into them actually touching me and upfront asking me for a blowjob. As dumb as I was, I was legit panicked so I kept trying to refuse respectfully, but I also didn't feel comfortable with just running away, so I ultimately complied. Not entirely because of the pressure, but part of me was probably into it as well. Looking back at it, these guys weren't getting any real pussy so they just took advantage of someone stupid and young and naive like me. That was the day I also lost my virginity. To these guys. These scum of the earth beings. Just... I feel like throwing up. Everything was despicable about it, from the fact that they took turns on me, to the fact that whenever I'd complain that it hurt they would just insist it was supposed to. Or the fact that there was no protection involved or that at some point they tried going in at the same time. Or the fact that I was just so FUCKING STUPID that I let myself be used like a piece of cloth...
I just can't. I live with that everyday. Almost everyday there's something that reminds me of that shit. I've been unstable ever since. I can't have a healthy relationship because I end up wanting to cheat on my partners. Worst of all is that the guys that did this to me, and let me tell you, it didn't happen just that one time, it went on to happen several times until I got into high school and figured out they were really shitty people so I cut all ties with them. Worst of all is they are still out there, and I haven't got the strength to utter a word about it. What's the point anyway at this point?
Anyway, that's my story. I probably wasn't too cohesive as I've been heavily drinking tonight and am still on an emotional rollercoaster. To whoever reads this, I love you, and please, tell me I'm still worth something.
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2020.07.11 14:08 valhalaman GUIA PARA EMPRENDEDORES 2/3: Cómo abrir una empresa en EEUU? Cómo arrancar?

Esta es una carta de motivación. Como puse en mi primer post nunca voy a alentar a nadie a irse del país. Simplemente quiero explicar que es pensar en GLOBAL y cómo se puede conseguir más fácil de lo que creen. No se pierdan mi prox. post (especialmente dedicado al buscavidas Argentino típico)
Vivir en Argentina (a diferencia de lo que muestran los medios) es un privilegio. Acá salen asados, picado, fiesta...tenemos una cultura de compartir divina y solidaridad única. Cagada obviamente por política de todo tipo y color. Cuando logras trabajar global pasas a rescatar lo mejor del país. Pero para eso hay que arriesgar y/o capacitarse.
¡Cooperaremos! No se olviden que es la clave del éxito compartir información. Hay mucha gente en Argentina alentando emprendedores. Gente de mi generación se dio cuenta que hay que ayudar a formar proyectos. Por suerte Argentina tiene un interesante ecosistema emprendedor.
PASO 3: Cuenta bancaria corporativa
Ya se discutió mucho en este sub: Abrir una cuenta bancaria “personal” en EEUU es una pelotudes. La cuenta para una LLC puede ser un poco más complicada pero sigue siendo posible. Hay mucha info en el TUTORIAL & DEFI en este sub de gente que saben mucho del tema.
Va mi experiencia. Tomar o dejar es lo que pasó.
No sigo más. El resto (amplia mayoría) funcionaron relativamente bien en su apertura cuando tienen los papeles en orden (ver post anterior). Van a un banco y con muy pocos requisitos pueden abrir una cuenta que les permita operar en EEUU.
Si no tienen una cuenta empresa donde les puedan transferir (sistema ACH), olvídense de vender en EEUU a largo plazo o montos grandes.
La cuenta la tienen que abrir en persona o mediante un facilitador. Los bancos chequean cada tanto que la dirección declarada exista.
Si es una cuenta conjunta con un socio vean https://info.legalzoom.com/article/can-i-have-partner-llc
TIP CLAVE: OJO EL ESTADO DONDE ESTABLECEN LA LLC. EL BANCO EN GRAL TIENE QUE ESTAR EN EL MISMO ESTADO POR UN TEMA IMPOSITIVO. SI ES EN ALASKA XEJ SE VAN A TENER QUE COMER UN VIAJE DE AQUELLOS.
Establecer una operatoria comercial
Para mí el punto más importante y el más sencillo a la vez. Parece que nadie lo piensa y define mucho que luego cuesta cambiar. Es fundamental ver esto para avanzar. ¿Dónde están mis bienes o servicios?. donde los compradores?. Que voy a comerciar? ¿Cómo me van a pagar?.
TIP CLAVE: El secreto de establecer bien la operatoria es el precio de transferencia de servicios y/o bienes. Lean entre líneas:....Lo que gana o no la LLC queda contablemente en eeuu. Como persona en Argentina pagas impuestos por los resultados de la llc (o sobre su versión light) y bsps sobre tu participación (o sobre versión light).
Todo lo que vendan requiere de un comprobante. Puede ser una factura (en Word si quieren). No es tan estricto el formato como en Arg. Pero si debe tener información que está estipulada. Más info https://tradesherpa.com/invoice-client-usa/
Algunos me preguntaron si declarar o no la LLC. La LLC para comerciar es una pelotudes no declararla IMHO.
PASO 5: Nexo Económico. Impuestos en eeuu. (simplificado)
En EEUU los impuestos más complicados pasaron a ser los impuestos x ventas que cobran los estados / condados. Vos pensas que el Convenio Multilateral en Argentina es complicado jajajajaj.
Ej. El estado de Florida cobra el 6%. Pero si vendes en tampa tenes que agregar una tasa adicional (2,5% ósea total 8,5%), Miami (adic. 1%), Orange (adic. 0.5%) etc.
Si tenes local comercial y entregas la mercadería en ese local es fácil. Es el impuesto de tu zona. Pero si entregas en otro lado…...
Nexo Comercial: El nexo puede darse por donde tenes oficina, empleados, depósitos, donde estás registrado, donde entregas a tus clientes etc.. Hasta por participar en un trading show con ventas te pueden establecer nexo con un estado. Desde el 2018 y por un juicio contra un ecommerce, es un gran quilombo impositivo en EEUU.
Si vendes online o en varios estados...cagaste. Si sos de Miami y vendes en Texas. Podes estar estableciendo nexo económico con otro estado / condado por una simple venta.
Supongamos una empresa establecida en Miami Florida, de unos programadores y la vamos a denominar LA ARGENTA
Ya por estar radicada en Florida se tiene que dar de alta en el estado (trámite online super fácil). Si LA ARGENTA vende “sus servicios” en forma regular a clientes de la Florida tiene que pagar sale tax en la Florida
Si la ARGENTA consigue xej 1 venta en CALIFORNIA puede zafar y no tener nexo pero si se hace ventas regulares, se tiene que inscribir en ese estado y pagar en CALIFORNIA.
Muchos venden puerta de fábrica para no establecer nexo comercial con otro estado. El político chorro que existe en todo el mundo entonces estableció el Shipping tax.
MÁS INFO: https://www.avalara.com/us/en/index.html Ellos resuelven este problema impositivo pero el que mejor lo resuelve es AMAZON.
Recuerden que no soy contador ni abogado de eeuu. Consulten lo que quieran pero no acepto reclamos. Cambia seguido. El objetivo del post es que piensen en Global y vean que todo se puede hacer pero no siempre es una boludes.
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2020.06.07 08:42 outsidesingingbird Help, I am stressing

Hello, I am currently freaking out and extremely worried. I’ve had sex constantly with my boyfriend, a couple of times a week. I am currently on birth control (Aubra EQ) and whenever we have sex, he never finishes inside of me. I am currently done with the placebo pill and will start a new pack today, the thing is this week I did not get my period at all. I’ve been so nervous and I’ve been panicking because I live in a third world country at the moment, no way to get a pregnancy test in my town, and I’m pretty sure abortion is ilegal where I am..... last pack I missed one pill but took it the next day along with the pill for that day and that month I had very light spotting and did not feel like a period at all. So did that one missed pill screwed me over, like I mentioned before, no semen near or inside of me. Lastly, I don’t know if my eating habits affect my period or not, I’ve been trying to lose weight and trying intermittent fasting, could this cause changes in my period.? I cannot afford to have a baby, my parents are overly strict, I don’t have a job, and my partner and I are young. I tried so hard to take care of myself and now I can’t sleep or function properly due to stress. I appreciate your feedback, thank you very much
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2020.06.02 19:23 Gelkha Gossip trouble: Having sex with my partner *at work*

Quick overview: Every time there is gossip about my work, I get reprimanded despite there never being evidence of the accusations. I do not get the chance to defend myself, I have to cut my boss to talk, in vain. I am not believed.

So the latest gossip is that I had sex in the balcony of my workplace with my partner and "I am being watched". If I keep on with my current activities, I will be demoted to a lesser position.

Questions:
---Can I take legal action?
---Would this affect my chances of obtaining future employment?
---Is taking/having pictures of wrong doings evidence that I can use, or ilegal and would only do more harm than good?
---What is there to gain from suing?
---Who would I even sue? I obviously never know who begins this gossip. I just want it to end and keep working.
---Should I even take legal action or is it better to just withstand this?

Quick Facts:
---I work at nursing home as a "Registered Nurse".
---My demotion would be to "Caregiver".
---My partner is a "Caregiver".
---All the gossips have been false. I am 100 % sure about this.
---My partner is my co-worker, yes. The thing is we rarely have shifts together and when we do, she does her job, I do mine. We speak only when necessary.
---No. We did not have sex with her in the balcony, or at work for that matter.
---I do not know what "my current activities" are.
---I DO have evidence about things my co-workers and superiors have done that do not sit well with the boss' orders/way of wanting things done. I've never presented them though because I am not sure if this is even legal, despite them reprimanding me without evidence.
---I have no doubt that I have done my job to my highest capabilities.
---My end goal is to clock in, work, clock out. I have no idea why there is always gossip. I'd like to think I have a positive relationship with my co-workers. Clearly this is not the case.
---My partner once had a written warning for staying in my office when we share shifts. This is also false. No co-worker is at my office unless my assistance/intervention is needed.
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2020.04.29 08:06 SeuZeh [Trigger Warning: Sexual Abuse] Anyone else grew up hipersexual after child abuse?

Hi
I´m a 40yo male. I unblock memories of my abuse with 38yo, after therapy.
Suddenly I realize that none of my past sexual life was under my control.
My memories happen when I was about 5y and the abuser was my mother. I´m a first son and her desire was for a girl, so in many ways she treated me like one. Including sodomize me. I´m still working in my memories with my therapist, but we´re focused right now in understand how this shaped my sexuality.
I follow all the narcissist textbook 101 path. When I grow up, my mother stop the sexual abuse and started a new level of emotional abuse. When I was 19 my mother move to another state and I begin live with my father, my sexuality became something out of control. I fantasize about a lot of thing that bring me shame after, nothing ilegal, but risk for my health. I do somethings and immediately regrets.
At 25y I meet this girl, with a lot of wild thoughts and we married, after 13 years and a lot of wild sex we broke up.
Two years ago I meet my actual partner, we live together and for the first time I´m having a healthy relationship, no need to fooling around, no more incontrolable desires that take me of bed 3 a.m., no more masturbating 5 times a day.
It´s been a work with my therapist to understand all that, so I wonder if anyone relates to this and want to exchange experiences.
If someone feel like not want to expose yourself, send me a PM, but let me be very clear, it´s not a invite to virtual sex or anything like that, I just think that talk about could be a powerful tool in recovery.
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2020.04.17 21:27 panchimarti I'm curious about fossil extraction laws in different countries

Ok I work with plant fossils here in Argentina, and we have very strict rules as regards them. First of all, selling fossils is ilegal, you can't have your own 'private collection' in your house, or jewerly made with them, or else. When we need new material, there are permits that we have to make sure we have before doing the extraction aaaaand you just can't translate them to one province to another freely (more permits needed), just because they are part of the patrimony of each province. If you come across one, and you don't have the permits you just have to leave it were you find it (make sure you take some photos!) And notify the local museum or investigation center. I've seen partners that were suspended just for trying to snitch fossils from one of our campaign trips. Soooo in the internet I've seen fossil selling pages and I'm a bit confused and wanted to learn what are the conservation laws that apply in different parts of the world. Saludos!
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2020.01.11 21:09 TheOtherAKS In my country, we keep being teenagers until we either get married or find a job very far from home.

Like we keep living with our parents until we are obligated by our jobs, or married (not always, some times we build a house on top of our parents and live in it). The worst part is the lack of freedom, like you can't go home drunk or with a partner. It's like living in a social prison. And is not limited by an age, like it's totally normal to be 40 and still live in, no matter married or not. And sex is an impossible task, your only option is to rent a house for the day, Haha, and you thought that was easy; You have to ilegally rent it, as you can't rent a house or a hotel room for 2 without a marriage certificate (we only do this to our citizens, tourists can do whatever) . And if you're found in a room with an opposite sex partner, you'll literally both face jail time (only opposite sex, because the law doesn't know that homosexuality exists, JK, it's illegal).
Thanks for listening to my Ted talk; The forever teen.
Edit: Forgot the most important thing: The country is Tunisia . if you don't know it, i hope you never do (even though we're a very touristic country).
edit 2: forgot the weirdest thing ever; we have legal brothels, so it's only legal to fuck the girls that the gouverment aproved of, or that you married, haha.
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2019.09.27 00:13 contextiskey8 Personal loan advice

Hi!
So I just got a full time job and was able to move to a new place w my best friend. Because my credit is very bad (575, I went through a lot of hardship after a toxic relationship but I’m building myself back up) the apartment asked us to pay double deposit + first month of rent.
This means I owe around $2700 (love LA housing). My partner has offered to co sign if I get a loan to cover the amount (he has very good credit), which at this point seems like the only option because my family is going through difficult times and I don’t want to do anything ilegal or have anything to sell.
I think if I was able to get at least a 2 year period I would be able to do the payments.
Although there’s some info online I wanted to ask if anyone could recommend loans that accept co signers and have low apr percentages. Or if you can recommend me another option
Thanks a lot <3
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2019.09.19 22:45 zkady Bye Bye AirBnB - I am giving up being a host

A few years ago I had to move due to work and bought a wonderful house in a top tourist destination. The house is beautiful and modern, very large, with a large private garden, BBQ and a swimming pool with views to the sea .After some time, some friends introduced us to AirBnB and explained how each summer, they rented their home for the high season (3 summer months) while they travelled the world. Everything sounded so exciting!
We started our AirBnB adventure and invested heavilly in redoing the kitchen, redoing the outdoor area and buying lots of new and expensive furniture. We then left our beautiful home for the summer and went on holiday for 3 months.This part of the island has the most expensive prices as well, so we were able to charge around per night (some nights more, some less).
After our first year we realized its almost impossible to look after the house being thousands of kilometers away. The house management companies charged a fortune for doing very little, meaning guests complained about many things. The next 2 years we spent our summer somewhere else on the island, that way we could be closer to the house and take care of the many different problems that occurr while offering your house through AirBnB.
We did the right thing and obtained a license (over 80% of houses in the area don´t have a license, and will probably not get one either since the local govt. is not giving out any new ones). This means we pay all taxes (tourist tax and income tax), and our profit margin is at least 25% less than other houses operating ilegally. BTW the local govt. has fined AirBnB twice already for listing houses without license but they continue listing them.
This has been our third and last year hosting with Airbnb. AirBnB was supposed to be our "partner" in this journey, but they have done absolutely nothing to help us when we needed them. 90% of guests were great, but the remaining 10% have been awful. We have had guests break doors, furniture, linen and even a TV. Nothing has been paid back by AirBnB nor their insurance. Even after dozens of phone calls, emails....etc they always find the way to not pay for the things their customers break.We have had guests request for discounts because they found an ant in the living room, and AirBnB rudely told us to fix the issue and withheld the payment for weeks, even though we sent a cleaning team on a Sunday morning to take care of the ant. I could go on and on with dozens of stories, but fellow hosts know exactly what I am refering to.
So after 3 years, we have given up on AirBnB. Their sales pitch assuring us they would be on our side should problems arise resulted in cheap talk and broken promises. The whole experiment has not been worth the effort, and we have now deleted our profile with dozens of 5 star reviews and a 4.8 average forever.
Bye bye and good luck AirBnB, it has not been a pleasure to meet you.
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2019.08.14 16:27 lucaciflorentin_tab ROMANIA

CUM AU APARUT PLANURILE PENTRU INLOCUIREA/ DEZLOCUIREA POPULATIEI EUROPENE - Explicatii oferite de Renaud Camus, calificat drept rasist și extremist de dreapta pentru că a denunțat „înlocuirea populației europene”.
Ce „Plan Kalergi”? Mai curînd un „Plan Rothschild-Soros”
Când, într-o frumoasă dimineață, milioane de bărbați din multiple țări din jumătatea nordică a continentului african se trezesc cu un unic gând, acela de a se muta în Europa, sigur-sigur, extrem de sigur, nu poate fi vorba despre ceva pur întâmplător. Iar dacă nu este întâmplător, haideți să credem că este organizat. Atât de organizat încât toți cei porniți înspre Europa au rucsacuri identice, încălțăminte identică, terminale smart identice pe care au ruta pe care trebuie să o parcurgă și, ce să vezi, au și banii necesari. Pe carduri de debit preplătite, de la MasterCard. Întâmplător, desigur. Numai traversarea Mediteranei costă în jur de 11.000 de euro. Cash. Nu, toți acești indivizi nu erau „refugiați”! Între ei se regăseau și refugiați, undeva în jur la 5 la sută din întreaga masă de migranți. În ceea ce privește integrarea lor în societate, lucrurile sunt extrem de departe de poveștile autorităților. Când cu decenii în urmă deja au început să vină în Europa, ca persoane care își căutau propria fericire, la fel ca belgienii sau italienii stabiliți în Franța, de exemplu, până și cei veniți din țări musulmane căutau să adopte un mod de viață occidental, adaptându-se acelui mod de viață, culturii, valorilor, încercând să își găsească un loc de muncă, spre deosebire de grupurile masive de migranți, de sute de mii, de milioane, care nu au nici cel mai mic gând să se integreze. Dimpotrivă! Un studiu, din 2018, al World Health Organization relevă faptul că în unele țări europene numărul migranților este 3-4 ori mai mare decât informează documentele oficiale. Estimarea ponderii totale a migranților arată că ar fi vorba despre cca. 10 % din actuala populație a Europei. Adică în jur de 91 de milioane! Pe țări: Austria – 1,6 milioane (1,8% din populația țării), Belgia – 1,2 milioane (11% din populație), Franța – 7,9 milioane (12,2% din populație), Germania – 12,1 milioane (14,8%), Grecia – 1,2 milioane (11%), Ungaria – 0,5 milioane (5,2%), Italia – 5,9 milioane (10%), Olanda – 2 milioane (12,1%), Spania – 5,9 milioane (12,8%), Suedia – 1,7 milioane (17,6%), Elveția – 2,5 milioane (29,6%), Turcia – 4,8 milioane (6,1%), Anglia – 8,8 milioane (13,4%). România – 370 753 migranți, reprezentând 1,9% din populația țării. Aproximativ cât populația unui oraș de talia Clujului.
Cine a finanțat migrația? Ofițerii de informații austrieci relevau, în 2015, că Guvernul Statelor Unite ar finanța migrația, susține Mondialisation.ca. Epoca Obama! Am mai scris că Judicial Watch a descoperit că Fundația pentru o Societate Deschisă a lui Soros a utilizat bani publici americani prin intermediul Departamentului de Stat. Austriecii au descoperit că banii americani plăteau transportul naval dinspre Africa înspre Europa. Un oficial francez, Françoise Olcay , consulul onorific al Franței în Turcia, a fost filmat de France 2 în timp ce vindea refugiaților bărci de salvare. Firma ORS Services a primit de la Guvernul german 21 milioane de euro pe an ca să gestioneze chestiunea refugiaților. Conducerea ORS este asigurată de Equistone Partners Europe, afiliat Barclays Bank, care aparține familiei Rothschild. Barclays este cel mai important acționar al băncii NM Rothschild, dar și al Lazard Brothers (o firmă de gestionare a activelor). Fostul director al Barclays, Marcus Agius, este căsătorit tocmai cu fiica lui Edmond de Rothschild. Agius a mai fost și director al BBC! O altă parte a banilor provin de la Ayn Rand Institute, al anarhiștilor sioniști, preocupați să aducă ilegal migranți în Europa – via Fluchlinghelfer.In. Terminalele smart furnizate migranților provin de la compania de telefonie austriacă A-1, controlată de miliardarul mexican Carlos Slim (Salem) și au fost distribuite prin ONG-urile preocupate de soarta migranților. Aici, însă, intervine George Soros! El a îndemnat UE să sprijine eforturile ONG-urilor, îndemn ce a prins tocmai în Belgia, guvernul finanțând această activitate cu 9,5 miliarde de euro. Și Germania plătește anual 46 de miliarde de dolari pentru a finanța migrația. Dar, ce surpriză, „Planul Merkel” este opera Fundației Open Society! Planul a fost creat de European Stability Initiative, care îl are ca „chairman” pe Gerald Knaus, senior fellow la Open Society Foundations. De asemenea, „Ghidul Migrantului” găsit asupra refugiaților din Grecia, scris în arabă, a fost înmânat de reprezentanții grupului „Welcome to the EU”, finanțată de OSF. Tot Soros (OSF) finanțează și Migration Policy Institute și Platform for International Cooperation on Undocumented Migrants, ambele fiind prezente în Europa și ocupându-se de migranți. Tot George Soros a propus și o schemă de finanțare a refugiaților sosiți în spațiul UE cu 30.000 de euro/refugiat, prin utilizarea de bond-uri, banii urmând să fie împrumutați. Aici revine în schemă Rothschild! În plus, venea Soros cu ideea, cca. 1 miliard de euro să se transfere pentru ajutorarea refugiaților din Turcia, Liban și Iordania. Legat de MasterCard-urile distribuite refugiaților, trebuie spus că s-a utilizat un program al UNHCR, lansat în Republica Moldova, în 2011, în cu totul alte scopuri. Însă, între 2016-2018, acest scop s-a dovedit a fi cel de a-i finanța pe migranți, iar banca utilizată a fost BCR Chișinău S.A. Sumele aflate pe card-uri, oficial, nu depășeau 600 de lei moldovenești (cca. 36 de euro), dar card-urile se realimentau lunar. Un alt parteneriat destinat a-i finanța pe migranți a existat între Mercy Corps și Ministerul Muncii din Serbia, care au împărțit card-uri cu 210 euro în cazul familiilor și cu 78 de euro pentru indivizi. O a treia schemă de finanțare a fost rezultatul colaborării Soros – MasterCard, denumită Humanity Ventures, „filantropul” cheltuind 50 de milioane de dolari și viza ajutorarea migranților să desfășoare „mici proiecte” sau „rezolvarea de probleme sociale”. Ce a spus Renaud Camus ca să ajungă „extremist”? Ceea ce descoperă Camus este cetățenia și distincția dintre cetățean și ne-cetățean. Pe urmă, referirile lui vin să arate că nu poate exista aceeași situație juridică între cei care acceptă statutul de cetățean – cu toate obligațiile aferente – printre care aceea de a nu dăuna celorlalți, de a nu deranja – și cei care se sustrag acestor minime obligații. În cuvinte mai simple, cetățeanul plătea impozite și taxe statului, iar statul îi asigura cetățeanului câteva lucruri în schimb: organiza învățământul, asigura rețeaua sanitară, veghea la furnizarea utilităților, dar dincolo de astea, îi asigura cetățeanului un set de condiții de trai, ce includeau protecția în fața hoților, tâlharilor, violatorilor, criminalilor, a celor care, într-o formă sau alta, îi puteau deranja existența. Este vorba, altfel spus, de respectarea „contractului social”. Camus atrage atenția asupra fenomenului „Marii înlocuiri” a populației, descriind și fundalul: o situație catastrofală a educației și „Mare Deculturalizare”. Apoi, nefăcând diferența dintre cetățean (cel care respectă regulile) și individul fără acte, aflat ilegal în țară (și care nu respectă nici o regulă), statul se poziționează fățiș împotriva propriului cetățean! Cum bine remarcă Renaud Camus, însuși actul delict devine izvor de drept, iar asta se face chiar cu complicitatea Justiției! Ceea ce mai scoate Camus la lumină este și faptul că o dorință de a trăi împreună, francezi și ne-francezi, berberi, magrebieni, africani, pur și simplu, nu există. Cum nu există nici la nivel european. Cât despre faptul că, statistic, strict pe cifre politic corecte, imigrația este de „doar” 18 % din totalul populației, situația de facto contrazice evidențele hârtiilor. Cei aterizați brusc pe pământul Franței sau cel al Europei, probabil, nu reprezintă, în scripte, vreo amenințare la adresa populației autohtone. De ce? Pentru că bună parte a celor veniți primesc acte și, ce să vezi, devin cetățeni, adică francezi, adică europeni. Toți aceștia nu au nici o amintire comună cu băștinașii, nu au stat împreună la cârciumă, nu s-au plimbat vreodată împreună prin cimitir, nu au fost împreună la vreo cununie la biserică. Și, totuși, „sunt la fel de francezi”, „sunt la fel de europeni” ca noi, restul. În fine, ideologia a înlocuit morala, iar acest lucru a devenit un alt element facilitator al dizlocuirii francezilor de străini. Camus remarcă, cu tristețe, că, odinioară, Parisul reprezenta o capitală a culturii. Franceze. Acum, remarcă el, este un soi de spațiu de întâlnire pentru străinii care devin creatori în numele Franței. Mai mult, vorbind despre valorile franțuzești, despre istoria Franței, despre arta franceză, noii veniți se simt „vexați” sau „ofensați” și cer ca asemenea „discriminări” să înceteze. În numele dogmei antirasiste ce a pus stăpânire pe întreaga societate, prin politicieni, prin servii acestora, așa-zisa presă. Și, desigur, mai există cenzura și trepădușii etern îngrijorați de soarta evreilor, femeilor, homosexualilor, laiciștilor, sprijinitorilor gândirii libere și a libertății de exprimare. A „diversității”. În treacăt fie zis, Renaud Camus este un homosexual cu această orientare deplin asumată! Pe partea strict economică, astăzi, nu Franța este cea care profită de imensele resurse lăsate în urmă de migranți în țările lor de baștină. De petrol, de minerale etc. Profitoare sunt corporațiile transnaționale! Astfel că, dispare până și motivația strict economică de a accepta migranții contra diverselor resurse pe care Franța le-ar putea – la fel ca odinioară – transforma în surse de prosperitate pentru societate. Ca atare, apare contra-colonizarea. Justificată și de cincimea sau sfertul de populație care nu mai este indigenă, autohtonă, ci de import. Populație care are și un ritm de creștere net superior ritmului de creștere a populației albe din Franța sau din Europa. Orice îngrijorare pe această temă te transformă însă în rasist, islamofob, extremist. Renaud Camus / Foto: Twitter
Printre puținele voci, venite să îl apere pe Camus, îl avem pe Pierre Cassen, fondatorul publicației Riposte laïque, care susține că scriitorul a devenit nefrecventabil din cauza „crimei abjecte” de a spune lucrurilor pe nume: a fost primul care a utilizat termenul „marea înlocuire”. Numai că, de atunci, demograful Hervé Le Bras a ieșit public afirmând că teoriile lui Camus sunt hazardate și alarmiste, că cifrele și statisticile nu sunt deloc alarmante. Acum, însă, Jérôme Fourquet de la Institut français d’opinion publique (IFOP), vorbește despre o „basculare demografică” de foarte mare amploare, ce presupune o modificare substanțială a populației Franței, specifică „societății multiculturale”, din ce în ce mai eterogenă, și că, în câțiva ani, un sfert din populația țării va deveni arabo-musulmană. Până la urmă, „Marea înlocuire” înseamnă și o mare temere bazată pe elemente demografice cât se poate de reale. La fel stă treaba și în Statele Unite, unde până în 2060, se estimează că populația albă va scădea către 43 %.
Cum de avem „islamofobie”, dar nu avem creștinofobie, hindustofobie, budistofobie etc.? Autorul masacrului de la moscheea din Christchurch a redactat o lucrare de 74 de pagini: Tarrant Brenton – The Great Replacement! Brenton vorbește aici despre înlocuirea populațională, pe care o vede etnică, rasială și culturală. Scăderea fertilității în societatea occidentală are multiple rădăcini, susține criminalul, identificând aici modul de viață hedonist și nihilist, indus de ideologiile liberale, imposibil de schimbat acum, când invazia islamistă este în plină desfășurare. Brenton își dorește o trezire a rasei albe, amenințată de pericolul dispariției mult înainte ca fertilitatea scăzută să își aducă trista contribuție. Ca atare, dacă nu mai există o cale politică, singura rămasă la îndemână este cea revoluționară, violentă! Brenton spune că este rasist, crede în diferențele dintre rase și în modul în care rasele se raportează în mod diferit la societate. Mai notează că a aștepta ca musulmanii să se lase asimilați de o cultură muribundă și decadentă este ceva hilar. Deci ne-europenii trebuie să dispară din Europa. Albii, să lupte pentru ceea ce le aparține, să nu cedeze fără să tragă măcar un foc. Deci, cum vă suna asta? Renaud Camus a devenit liderul spiritual al unei mișcări de trezire națională/naționalistă care a decis să-i elimine fizic pe musulmanii din țările occidentale. Este una din declarațiile care a reușit să mă enerveze. Avându-l pe Camus în lista de „prieteni” sau de „urmăriți” pe Ciripitoare, te transformă automat și pe tine în rasist, după cum m-a informat „o fostă”, actualmente trăitoare la Paris. „Nu-și poate permite să aibă prieteni rasiști”. Bine, nu e mare pierderea, vă imaginați, sper! De unde a apărut inepția asta? În primul rând, din faptul că Brenton descrie situația din Franța, cu localități în care se oprește și se uită în pacrcarea supermarket-urilor cum francezii care fac cumpărături acolo sunt de două ori mai reduși ca număr decât „invadatorii”, și anume, populația chemată să îi dizlocuiască sau să îi înlocuiască pe europeni. Nu în ultimul rând, datorită titlului lucrării lui Renaud Camus, utilizat și de Brenton. Pentru că lucrurile sunt limpezi ca lumina zilei, până și o persoană neinstruită ca atacatorul de la Christchurch observă că multinaționalele și munca ieftină sunt principalele cauze ale problemelor. Că asta generează migrația în masă. Nu trebuie să fii geniu ca să înțelegi asta. La fel, că ONG-urile susțin migrația în masă. De exemplu, cele ale Societății Deschise.
Și, în timp ce mapamondul deplânge dispariția celor 49+1 musulmani la Christchurch, nimeni nu scoate o vorbă despre sutele de creștini care sunt uciși cu bestialitate. 120 de creștini au fost măcelăriți de islamiștii Fulani din Kaduna. Nu s-au ostenit să scrie vreun manifest, să explice de ce. De-aia! Erau creștini. Cum nimeni nu s-a ostenit să explice de ce astăzi au fost uciși călătorii cu tramvaiul în Utrecht de un migrant musulman. Nimeni nu spune un cuvânt despre lunga listă a atacurilor cu acid, cu explozibil, cu cuțite, nimeni nu vorbește despre violuri, tâlhării… După cum spuneam, „creștinofobia” nu este un termen corect politic. În România, același laissez-faire ca în Franța. Consecințele vor fi identice? De fapt, ce vor toți acești atei, putred de bogați, din ONG-uri, bănci, multinaționale, guverne, cu morala lor chestionabilă și cu o lipsă a conștiinței ce nu se regăsesc decât la sociopați? În primul rând, vor să delegitimeze guvernele, indiferent de costuri, de eventualele pierderi de vieți omenești, să dărâme statele naționale, să le aservească Națiunilor Unite, Băncii Mondiale și Fondului Monetar Internațional. Anume, organismelor internaționale care au vorbit, în mod deschis, despre Replacement Migration, înlocuirea populației de albi din Europa, Marea Britanie, Statele Unite, Federația Rusă. Adițional, migrația viza Japonia și Coreea. Documentul datează din 2000, dar noțiunea de „înlocuire a populației” este promovată de ONG-urile mondialiste, în prezent, fără nici o perdea. Pe scurt, dacă nu aveți chef să-l citiți, documentul Națiunilor Unite (ulterior utilizat și în alte documente ale Băncii Mondiale) vorbește despre faptul că este nevoie de o migrație în masă, necesară pentru a înlocui populația care îmbătrânește, asigurând forța de muncă necesară economiilor europene. Dar asta era în urmă cu două decenii. De atunci, planul a suferit modificări și a fost monetizat, cum se zice. Fiecare vrea să câștige un ban de aici! Pentru Patrick Buchanan, îndreptarea unei migrații în masă dinspre „lumea a treia” asupra Europei și Statelor Unite, din partea ONU, pentru a dizlocui populația băștinașă, nu reprezintă nici o surpriză, el declarând că este o politică perfect consistentă cu ideologia anti-occidentală promovată de globaliști. Un studiu semnat D. A. Coleman, de la Oxford, din 2001, relevă însă câteva lucruri extrem de interesante! Anume că, migrația nu va putea schimba structura pe vârste a populației europene, apoi că migrația nu va schimba chestiunea fertilității în țările care primesc migranți, în fine, că Europa a trecut deja printr-un fenomen al migrației în masă și nu s-a modificat cu nimic chestiunea îmbătrnirii populației. Deci, spune Coleman, migrația nu are consecințe favorabile nici pentru imigranți, nici pentru populația-gazdă. Și cu toate acestea, cunoscând aceste lucruri, migrația în masă a fost pusă în operă! Faptul că, târziu dar, totuși, și francezii se trezesc, ar trebui să ne deștepte și pe noi, pe cei din România. Până când lucrurile nu scapă de sub control. Un alt lucru important de remarcat ar fi că nu se poate lupta cu arme ale democrației și toleranței împotriva unora care nu dau doi bani pe democrație sau toleranță. Acea ideologie „a iubirii” cu care vin migranții, pe șleau, se numește o dizlocuire a populației. Adică ei preiau, noi cedăm și crăpăm.
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2019.02.26 03:16 JurgenJKC [SPOILERS] Natuso - Hina - Rui the Love triangule [DISCUSSION]

My thoughts so far...
I have watched anime till last chap and read the manga till 220, so I have several feelings, so need to vent, share, read and think.
Facts:
Before you ask/ comment why im not including other female characters beside the listed. Its because:
  1. Domestic na Kanojo/ Domestic Girlfriend, even the reviews around hint about inmorality - ethics and that stuff, shouting this is a love triangule between "family" (which in theory shouldnt, because they are not related by blood, ood but not ilegal).
  2. Front/ cover page, in most of the mangas tells you about who are the main characters, which are the ones who have more covers? R= Hina and Riu, not even Natsuo has that many.
Hina:
Riu:
So far the manga has given me several feelings: I was happy when he was with hina then sad when the break up, then angry by the indecision of the mc, not happy rather "stable" when he was datting Rui but sad for Hina and both happy and sad when Rui breaks up.
I have to state that Hina-Natsuo relationship was to certain degree inmature, but to me felt more honest, pure and happy. At the same time Natsuo was pushy with Hina, stalking her and pushing her when she was a Teacher (which could be translated in "I love you too much that I dont care about your dream", that he later realises he killed her dream).
While Rui - Natsuo relationship feels more mature, she was constantly trying to make him dependant to her and continusly insecure about what they have, what she had built with him. In the end Karma strikes and the suffering that he gave her by her indecision and his love for hina comes back to strike him when she dumps him.
Note: Rui is kind of bichy, she first likes him till she manages to make him love her and then after being insecure dumps him returning him to the point he was after hinas break up.
The three main characters have certain growth throw the series, but so far I have felt betrayed by Natsuo, because he early on stated that he wanted to marry Hina (He states the same with Rui but feels forced, while with hina was natural), he lost his focus that was becoming a "Novelist" in order to ensure his future together and feels like when he said that was out of inmaturity.
"A man has to comply his word or he is just a boy or a coward." So yes I hope he finally ends up with his first love, I hope that the first manga cover isnt lying.
Feel free to correct me if Im wrong. Comment if you feel or think different.
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2018.05.05 22:40 rememiranda Already in the States with ESTA but want to stay a bit longer? How do I work out the B2 Visa?

Hey!! Maybe some of you have seen my endless questions about your country so hopefully you can help me with this one.
Partner and I applied for ESTA as we have been doing each time we come to the US. Got it and we have been now travelling less than a month.
We have a great road trip planned but we discover more and more things we want to visit so we were thinking about the possibility of staying a bit longer and enjoy more summertime here.
Now the questions is, I know you can apply for a B2 visa and then you get an interview in the US Embassy of your country but what happens when you are already in the States? Does anyone know?
Also, is it very difficult to get? We are not working at the moment as we are full term travelling but we have enough funds to support both of us for months.
We can also prove we have been obviously travelling around and staying in hotels and so, so it is clear that we don’t plan to stay ilegally.
Any ideas about how to do this in the most efficient way?
Many thanks for your answers!!
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2018.04.03 02:46 Mukhasim (GMA) Live-in partners na pusher ng ilegal na droga, arestado sa Bulacan Kalaboso ang dalawang mag-live in na babae at lalaki sa isang buy-bust operation ng Santa Maria Police sa Barangay Catmon, Santa Maria, Bulacan, ayon sa ulat sa Unang Balita nitong Martes.

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2018.03.16 06:39 rubendariohm What should I do?

A few months ago my life change more than I can handle.
My history begging a lot of years ago when I was younger and life looks like a game where I will always won but it doesn’t take me so much time to see that I was lying to myself.
A lot of years spending my time with toxic people that I used to call friends. Taking drugs all the time, just going to parties and all that classics shit. I became myself a dead alive person.
I usted to be that kind of person who has a rave life and the only serious jobs i had was stretch relationship with drugs and more kind of ilegal things until I can kept anymore.
I used to have a friend who was my partner in all this together we sold a lot of drugs and made tons of ilegal parties we were pretty knowing in the city we we used to live and of course we don’t like to a lot of people. Years come and years go I I began to ask myself what I gonna do with my life because I begging to hate my own and try to committed suicide taking a lot of benzodiazepines. And one those days one very important person for me appears in my life one of my childhood friends I was really lost and he came to save me and help me to get out of the hole I was I leave my life style and all what has to see with me partner. Even I finish the high school (it takes me 10 years to finish it) and i get into university. I leave to be a pusher and began to recover my personality and it looked like I was for the good way till October of the last year.
The last year my friend who used to be my partner was brutally murdered and some anonymous guy told me who did it. I was so confused because theses guys was looking for me and they already knew where I used to live I had to run from my home to another place where I didn’t to anyone leaving all I used to know for reasons I really never gonna know.
The first week I leaved my town some kind of informant began to talk with me telling who did all so i made a lot of call to a lot of bad people because I was hungry and sick of revenge until the told me we have kill twelve persons thank to your information I is something sad to say but i felt myself like a hunter happy of murder his victims but my nightmare doesn’t finish there.
The next days I was living in another city without a house. Paying hotels and any kind of place where I could sleep living in the streets. I was so sad than ever in my life until I get a job and rent a flat. Reading the red pill I began to know new people and everything was ok but i was so much hurt inside that i can even hide my feelings my body was very thin and my hair began to fall down I have never felt so bad.
Months after I had the visit of my mother and sister I and did the big mistake and in trying to see them like my friends and i spoke openly about what I did to keep living they told me that I was a bad person someone who don’t deserve to lived. Really I thought that before they told me but I was very painfully to be called like that after all I had to pass.
So, I don’t want to make this longer I returned to my city one month ago and the last week this mafia people made me a call and look after me just to speak about: who did I fucking know who did all of this. I was so scared because I think they were trying to put me a tramp and well the leave me live my life because I never lie to anyone and I didn’t killed my friend. Whoever can said that know is a new opportunity to make thing great and I known that but i feel very sorry because I don’t what to do with myself, I can’t get a normal job and I really can’t feel myself in peace. I know I have to be greatful of been alive and I do but really I don’t know what to do to fill this emptiness inside me.
What can you said about this?
Pd: sorry for the bad English and thanks for your time.
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2018.03.12 14:38 LilithJames Can you do anything with just a perscription bottle?

Ontario, Canada Boiled down question: If I give some one an empty perscription bottle (contains a key and is glued shut) can they do anything with it that they shouldn't be able to - can this be solved by scratching off any parts of the label? And two am I do anything in any way ilegal by giving someone an empty perscription bottle?
Deatails not particularly SFW. Details (optional read, gives more context): My partner and I have been discussing chastity for him. He really likes it and this isn't my first time with it either. However this is the first time I'd be key holder for someone and I really like having plan b's and c's and even d's for everything I do, esspeally in the bedroom. He really doesn't want a back up key for himself. I can convince him to take it, that's not the major issue. The general consensus I've found online is you put the key in something sealed that would need to be fully destroyed to get the key. I have a couple old perscription bottles that would work, they can blend in fairly well in a room or bathroom cabinet unless someone decides to look really close at them, it would be ireplaceable because it has my name, prescription and writing on it. Put the key in and superglue the lid. It can't be faked like the very popular envelope.
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2017.10.11 05:13 show1isaking About GC AC. Im the Former Employee.

This text will be in PT-BR and EN.
@EDIT:This whole fucking thing was very big, a lot of people understood as if the company was the google that watches over you and saves everything the whole time. When in fact it was to say that these more invasive cases were punctual cases that led them to improve cheat detections, although today I do not agree with that, it happened! And if they still use such methods it is better to revise this or make it much clearer in terms of use. Despite this mistake, I faithfully believe that they are a serious company and that they work hard every day to improve the South American scenario and that this mistake should not lead to the crucifixion of the company. People are overreacting.
PT-BR: Primeiro de tudo jamais pensei que voltaria a me envolver em algo sobre e-sports desde que eu sai do ramo a mais de um ano atrás. Trabalhei na Games academy desde 2014 e passei pela fusão dela com a empresa gamersclub, basicamente eu trabalhei fazendo competições e eventos tanto online quanto presencial. Como era da equipe de torneios e tambem de suporte dentro da Gamers club, estava diretamente em contato com a equipe de desenvolvimento do Anti-cheat e principalmente seu principal programador Aleff. O Anti-cheat era bem invasivo mas na epoca por falta de conhecimentos juridico apenas desconfiei que era algo ilegal e quando questionei um dos socios da empresa, felipe, disse que já tinham conversado com advogados que falaram que batava colocar nos termos de uso que tava tudo bem, então pra mim, era algo que cheirava mal, mas como eu dependia do salario de 400 reais que eles me pagavam (futuramente passou a ser 900), eu fiquei quieto.
Logo nos primeiros testes do programa algumas funcionalidades já estavam bem evidentes, foi feito um pequeno torneio de testes e uma das equipes que havia sido convidada possuia um suspeito. Já ali já foi testado uma ferramenta que o desenvolvedor nos apresentou como RootKit, ele chegou a fechar o CS no suspeito para que fosse possivel ver a tele dele ao vivo abrindo o cheat. O programa ainda tinha outras funcionalidades que foram sendo reveladas ao longo do tempo em conversas com o programador, pois passavamos uma boa parte do dia em contato com ele pelo Team Speak, funcionalidades como varredura de arquivos, executar comandos no computador, monitorar a tela ao vivo, tirar prints da tela, captura de audio e microfone etc. Inclusive esta ultima nos chegamos a banir um usuario e outros dois amigos dele por uma captura de audio e microfone dele em uma conversa de skype onde ele assumia estar usando cheat e iria ensinar aos amigos.
Essas ferramentas eram todas manuais, precisava ativar individualmente em cada usuario e ficar monitorando e ao que dava a entender eram injetadas no computador da pessoa por nuvem e quando o programa era fechado, ela saia sem deixar rastros, ao menos foi o que nos disseram.
Não vou negar que a ferramenta foi muito util, com ela foi possivel descobrir varios cheats que não tinhamos conhecimento que existiam e com isso foi possivel comprar estes cheats , analisa-los e então adicionar no banco de dados do programa para que ele desse conta de identificar automaticamente os mesmos. Mas vale a pena sacrificar a privacidade do usuario para isso? Na epoca nosso pensamento era de que valia.
Na epoca, o programa funcionava basicamente fazendo varreduras procurando a assinatura de programas ilegais e tirando fotos da tela do computador e enviando elas ao painel. Mesmo se a pessoa não estivesse jogando, mas com o jogo aberto, o programa ficava tirando fotos de sua tela e fazendo as varreduras.
Hoje em dia, eu entendo o quanto isso foi estupidamente ilegal e invasivo e ninguem deve ter a insegurança que a qualquer momento sua privacidade possa ser violada.
Eu não sei dizer se a empresa continua utilizando de tais taticas, apenas vim atona com as informações que eu tenho agora pois hoje possuo o conhecimento de que era algo ilegal e que se continuam fazendo isso como alegaram, é bom que um ex funcionario que já viu estas coisas acontecerem se posicionar para que tenha mais valor no que é dito e então ver se a empresa muda como seu programa funciona.
vale lembrar que nenhum dado, de nenhum usuário era acessado para fins ilicitos, que não era divulgado nada de ninguem, inclusive quando alguem era banido, nem mostrar a foto do jogo dele cheio de layouts do programa ilegal a gente fazia. A empresa nunca usou de má fé com estes dados.
Eu ja mandei algumas coisas para comprovar minha identidade ao Richard Lewis e algumas prints de conversa comprovando que eu realmente trabalhei na empresa e uma print onde conversa com um dos socios sobre o RootKit. Vale lembrar que eu não tenho tanto conhecimento técnico em programação, sei o basico, estou relatando apenas o que vi e ouvi. Infelizmente a maioria das conversas e imagens mais comprometedoras ficaram nos chats do teamSpeak, que era nossa ferramenta de trabalho pois praticamente todos faziam home office. Cabe a vocês acreditarem ou não no que estou relatando.
No final das contas, não acho que a Gamers club seja uma má empresa, eles fazem MUITO pelo cenario do jogo e se não fosse por eles, nem teriamos um cenario, apenas acredito, hoje em dia, que usaram os metodos errados mas que nada que não possa ser concertado.
Eu apenas voltei a este meio de esporte eletronico brevemente por conta deste assunto e estou me retirando novamente, quem quiser falar algo sobre pode entrar em contato comigo no in-box do meu twitter (@show1isaking) terei o prazer de responder, mas agora vou voltar a minha vida normal. E desculpem os erros gramaticais, preguiça de arrumar todos.
@EDIT: na minha época na empresa, se fechasse o AC ou desinstalasse, parava de monitorar.
EN (Google translate because I'm too lazy to write all this in English.): First of all, I never thought that I would ever get involved in anything about e-sports since I left the branch more than a year ago. I worked at Games academy since 2014 and I went through her merger with the gamersclub company, basically I worked doing competitions and events both online and in person. As a touring and support team within the Gamers club, he was directly in contact with the Anti-cheat development team and especially his main programmer Aleff. Anti-cheat was very invasive but at the time because of a lack of legal knowledge, I only suspected that it was illegal and when I questioned one of the partners of the company, Felipe said that they had already talked to lawyers who said that he was putting the terms of use Okay, so to me, it was something that smelled bad, but since I depended on the salary of 400 reais they paid me (in the future it became 900), I was quiet.
Soon in the first tests of the program some functionalities were already evident, was made a small test tournament and one of the teams that had been invited had a suspect. Already there was already tested a tool that the developer presented us as RootKit, he even closed the CS on the suspect so that it was possible to see his TV live by opening the cheat. The program still had other features that were revealed over time in conversations with the programmer, since we spent a good part of the day in contact with him by Team Speak, features such as file scanning, running commands on the computer, monitoring the screen live, take prints from the screen, capture audio and microphone etc. Even this last one we banned a user and two other friends of him by a capture of audio and microphone of him in a conversation of skype where he assumed to be using cheat and would teach to the friendly.
These tools were all manual, had to activate each user individually and monitored and what was implied were injected into the person's computer by cloud and when the program was closed, it leaves without a trace, at least it was what we were told.
I will not deny that the tool was very useful, it was possible to discover several cheats that we did not know existed and with that it was possible to buy these cheats, analyze them and then add in the database of the program so that it gives account of automatically identify them. But is it worth sacrificing the user's privacy for this? At the time our thought was of value.
At the time, the program basically ran scans by signing illegal programs and taking pictures of the computer screen and sending them to the panel. Even if the person was not playing, but with the game open, the program would take pictures of your screen and do the scans.
Nowadays, I understand how stupidly illegal and invasive it is and no one should have the insecurity that at any moment their privacy may be violated.
I do not know if the company continues to use such tactics, I just came across with the information I have now because I now have the knowledge that it was illegal and that if they continue doing so as they claimed, it is good that an ex-official who already saw these things happen to position themselves so that they have more value in what is said and then see if the company changes how your program works.
it is worth remembering that no data, no user was accessed for illicit purposes, that was not disclosed anything from anyone, even when someone was banned, nor show the photo of his game full of illegal program layouts we did. The company has never used this data in bad faith.
I've already sent a few things to prove my identity to Richard Lewis and some conversation prints proving that I actually worked at the company and a print where he talks to one of the partners about RootKit. It is worth remembering that I do not have so much technical knowledge in programming, I know the basics, I am reporting only what I have seen and heard. Unfortunately most of the more compromising conversations and images were left in teamSpeak's chats, which was our working tool because practically everyone was doing home office. It is up to you whether or not to believe what I am reporting.
At the end of the day, I do not think Gamers club is a bad company, they do MUCH for the scenario of the game and if it was not for them, nor would we have a scenario, I just believe nowadays that they used the wrong methods more than anything which can not be arranged.
I just came back to this electronic sport medium briefly because of this subject and I'm retiring again, anyone who wants to talk about something can contact me in the inbox of my twitter (@ show1isaking) I'll be happy to answer, but now I'm going back to my normal life. And sorry for the grammatical mistakes, too lazy to tidy up.
@EDIT: In my time in the company, if I closed the AC or uninstalled, it stopped monitoring.
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